Pushing for positivity


The past couple of weeks, I have felt that I am down to my last straw. Just a couple weeks ago I had an incident when my friends were pushing negativity into my head that I was down to my breaking point. This past Friday, my friends and I were at a Frat party, and two of my friends decides to get in my car and ditch the party because they weren’t feeling it. I got really stressed out because these two friends usually want to leave the party early and would make me drive home. There are times where I am the designated driver, yet I feel like I am not being appreciated. Just last night, I was out with my friends for Halloween night. I decided that this one night was for me to get loose and actually have fun. However, my friends were asking me to call the cab, and organize everything. Later on, we were trying to leave the club and catch a cab home. However, the cabs no were to be found so we wanted for almost 2 hours. My friends were very agitated and were taking it on me when I was not in any way responsible for them.  Out of nowhere the bus shows up and I just booked it home. I thought I was going to end up in the hospital for hives. This weekend was just not the weekend I was expecting it to be.

I feel that I am missing something. I don’t know what it is, but there is a hole in my mind that is constantly telling me to be sad and shut off from the rest of the word. This is a constant battle that I have to deal with because sometimes, there will be some things that can trigger my anxiety. I am trying my best to be one step ahead by making sure that everything will find its place. Yet I find it frustrating that people aren’t putting enough effort when it comes to accountability of the relationship between friends. Because I decided one night I wanted to be free, it should mean that my friends should take charge for once and not have me to deal with everyone. I just wish that they can step foot in my shoes and take on more responsibility.

Because I am shifting myself to a position where I am dropping things that happened in the past, I find myself shutting down to certain things that happen. I just don’t know how to react. I am trying to break of my shell and just DO IT. I think this the best thing for me is to let go all of my insecurities, yet keep my beliefs and values. The clouds that has been over my head these few years will not let me stop what I am going to and do what I love. I just need to surround myself with people who will put their effort in a positive life.
I’m still confused as to where I am at. If you asked me a month ago, I would be 5 steps backward. Progress is being made, but I have a long way to go. I have to admit my brain is scatter brained and sometimes I have absolutely what is going on in the moment. I get confused and my world just stops. Not going to lie, that has probably happened to me a couple times this semester. I feel that I am pushing for positive outcomes, yet I am constantly being shot down. Whatever it circumstances are, I’m going to be the trooper I am and just deal with it or drop it complete. After all, people should be treating others with respect and show effort.

Anyways, I feel that this entry is all over the place. But my blog will resume back to the normal program. I will be blogging during my Reading break so stay tuned for more adventures.

Live life on the wild side.


How to Survive Your First Electronic Music Festival


Hello the people of the internet.

So it’s pretty much festival season, and I am sure all of you are going to hit up or wanting to go to a music festival this summer. This post is for those who are going their first Electronic Music Festival in the summer. To be honest with you when people ask me, “how many EDM festivals have I gone to?” I tell them that I have no idea. And it’s true, I have gone to way too many to even keep track. I don’t care if people say that EDM has bad influences on people. Honestly, I go to these festivals for the music and having the best time with my best friends. I decided to write this because I am sure you guys want to know what to expect at a festival.

1) DO NOT WEAR JEANS OR LONG SLEEVE SHIRTS: You will die because there are so many people around you that it gets pretty humid in there. I know you’ve all seen girls in their bras and underwear, which is totally fine (if you want show some skin). Personally, I don’t do that. Instead, I wear high-waisted shorts from American Apparel with patterns or just my athletic black racing shorts. I find that I want to be as comfortable as possible because you are going to be dancing for at least 4 hours+. As for tops, I usually wear crop tops, tank tops, or graphic t-shirts. To top it off, I wear my floral crown because I am the Sass Queen. Ahahs anyways, It adds to my outfit and its helps my friends to spot me if I were to separate from them.

2) Sneak in bottle caps from water bottles: Chances are you are going be thirsty at a the festival from all that dancing. Festivals don’t let you bring in water, and if you buy water at the festivals, they will take off the water bottle caps for you. And thus, you need to sneak in water bottle caps.

3) You are surrounded by people who are like family: I have met so many amazing people who are now my friends at these festivals. You will dance all night and be with a stadium full of people who are just ravers like you. Be nice and kind, yet be safe at these things. Something bad may happen to you.

4) Do not bring big purses or anything at all: You’ll probably need a little bit of cash, your ID, credit card. You can stuff it in your bra or bring a fanny pack. You’ll be a cool cat.

5) Wear your beat up sneakers: Old converses or shoes that you can trash after the festival. Everyone has one pair of shoes that you can always wear to a festival. You want to be as comfortable as possible.

6) Go to a festival with a group of friends, because you will have a fun time and you can rock your outfit with the squad.

Well that’s all the tips I can think of. Don’t get drugged, don’t get way too drunk that you are going to get kicked out of the venue. If you have any suggestions or comments, leave it in the comment section below. Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblr http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com and pinterest http://pinterest.com/brigittemegan

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.

PS Live life on the wild side!



Travel gear

Hello to the people of the internet!


Today’s post is on my travel gear. I think I posted something like this a year ago, but I wanted to show you guys what I carry when I am traveling. Since I am going to be traveling a lot this summer, I decided to show you. I am so going to show you guys how to pack for a long haul flight with a limited amount of stuff. Lets go!


This is the backpack I am using. It is the Lululemon traveling yogini rucksack bag. It is an expensive bag, but it was worth the investment. However the chest straps fall out very easily, and lululemon does not have replacements for them, which is sad. So lets see what I have in my backpack.


From left to right: Origins Zero Oil cleanser. Foreo Luna Mini face cleanser. (If you want me to do a review of this product, let me know and I will write about that in my blog). Guess watch


Left to right: Monster Inspiration Headphones in Black. Matt and Nat wallet in rose gold.


From left to right: Camlback eddy water bottle. Wilfred deconstructive blanket scarf from Aritzia. Birkenstocks. White slip on Vans. Canadian Passport.

Obviously I would have my laptop, or iPad, and DSLR camera in my bag. Thanks for reading. If you know a site where I can rebrand my blog and what not, please let me know. I plan on making some changes on my blog and have my own website up probably during the summer. If you have any suggestions or comments, leave it in the comment section below. Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblrhttp://forevercanucks.tumblr.com and pinteresthttp://pinterest.com/brigittemegan

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.

PS Live life on the wild side!



Goodbye 2014, Hello 2015


Hello world!

I am honestly excited for 2015, well more like the second half of 2015. But nonetheless this year is another bittersweet year for me. It was an emotional roller coaster and I hope to get my life back in order. This post is not going to be one of those negative post where I talk about everything. This post is going to highlight the best moments of 2014.

First I want to talk about my 19th birthday. Yes I did turn of legal age in Canada and I’ve only drank a little bit before my 19th birthday. But turning 19 is like that year where its your last year of being a teenager which can be scary. Lots of responsibilities, challenges and everything else in between. But I was glad that everything worked well for my 19th birthday. Speaking of which, I went to Seasons Fest a couple days before my birthday and saw Zedd, Duke Dumont, and Flume. You had no idea how excited was to see Zedd. I honestly connected with his music. I know everyone is like going to say, oh that Clarity song? Is that the only song you know from Zedd? I love his song Find You and Stay the Night because it connected with me so well. These two songs put me in a place where I can express myself and I am so glad that I also saw Zedd this past weekend at Contact Fest. Overall, EDM has played a huge role in my life and I can’t even express my love for EDM.

This year was also a year where I also find my true friends and find love. Okay let me say that my love life is a complicated story and I am not going to go into details about that. But I am going to talk about my friends. If my friends are reading this, they know who they are. A group of my friends have been there for me throughout my whole ordeal this past year. They have been there for me through the mental breakdowns, the random 5am honesty hours and the random adventures to Langford at 3am or drives to MT Tomie. Nonetheless I want to thank my friends for being there for me. I have realized who my true friends are and I am looking forward to the crazy adventures we are going to have coming soon.

I want to say that 2015 is going to hopefully be my recovery year. Its hard to tell when the year hasn’t started yet but I just want to move on and just be happy. Although there can be challenges that are coming ahead, I am ready to face them and be a strong as ever. 2015 is also the year where I turn 20, the year where I enter into the wild 20s. Living life to the fullest and live the adventures. If you have read my last post on my goals for 2015 feel free to do that.

Hope you guys enjoy your new years, say safe and I will talk to you guys in 2015. If you have any suggestions or comments, leave it in the comment section below. Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblr http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com and pinteresthttp://pinterest.com/brigittemegan

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.

PS Live life on the wild side!



Goals for 2015


Hello to my amazing human beings of the internet,

I need to seriously come up with a new introduction for you guys. Anyways today’s blog post is about goals for 2015. I’m sure you guys are in the process of making New Years Resolutions for yourselves. Whether it is going to the gym, trying to break a record, or whatever; I am sure that we have set goals for ourselves to keep us motivate. Yearly I have been posting my year goals on my tumblr but since I have started using this blog, I guess I might as well post it here and pick up blogging again. If you guys go on my tumblr and click on this link: http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com/post/68867111483 you will find my last’s year goals. Now that I look at it, I feel like that I’ve completed a couple of them. But I feel like the things I have on that list is just crazy. So it had me thinking, I need to make better goals for next year.

Overall, 2014 has been a bittersweet year. With the heartbreaks, the happiness in and everything else in between. So here is my list for 2015. Who know’s in a year, I might have completed one or the whole goal list.

1) Get myself to Europe for Summer 2015

2) Get through and sort through my schooling

3) Get my Full licence/Class 5 before I turn 20.

4) Drama free year. (Please)

5) Road trip during reading break or summer break

6) Get back in good shape

7) Take up blogging and youtube

8) Break out of my shell even more.

9) Forgive and forget.

10) Be more open with my friends with everything.

11) Celebrate my day with the people I love the most.

So there’s my list for now. I know its short but you gotta take little steps before you start to dream big. Anyways, Let me know what is on your new years goal! If you have any suggestions or comments, leave it in the comment section below. Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblr http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com and pinteresthttp://pinterest.com/brigittemegan

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.





Hi everyone,

I know i have been MIA. Let me start of by saying that this semester has taken a toll on me. I seriously miss blogging and I have been so busy with school that I dont have time to do any of that. However since the semester is almost over, I will be getting back into blogging and what so ever. But if you have been following my social media cites, I am pretty much active on instagram, snapchat, and twitter.

I am writing this blog as I am about to leave for Victoria for school. As exhausted as I am, I have been uber busy during my whole reading break which is unfortunate for me because it’s suppose to be a time for me to catch up on my school work and take a break. In addition to all that craziness, I am traveling a lot in 2015. WOOHOO! I am planning some trips which I will not say where yet because it is in the planning stages. Some will be with my family, some will be with my friends and some will be trips I will be going on my own.

I’ve realized that I can’t be sitting at home and be all miserable in terms of being stuck in one place at the same time. Even though I am living in Victoria and my parents are back home in Vancouver, I need to get out more and explore the world. Since I am turning 20 in April, I need to start to live my life and embrace every opportunity that is given to me. Thus I believe that traveling is the way to do it. Its funny because I had a conversation with my mom the other day about travel and she wishes that she could re live her 20s and do whatever she wants to do before settling down. Trust me, I will embracing my 20s and travel as much as I can. So I hope I can take you guys on this amazing journey with me :)

Anyway it was nice blogging and I hope I can post more blogs in the coming weeks.

Anyways as per usual, Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblr http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com , pinterest http://pinterest.com/brigittemegan , and http://brigittemegan.vsco.co I’ll be posting a lot of photos on my cite.

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.



September Updates

Hey guys,

I know I haven’t been writing on my blog a lot, but that is going to change. Lately I have been swamped with school and my life has been crazy. I pretty much lost my voice for almost a week and a half and I’ve been going through a lot of rough moments in the past couple of months. Hope you guys understand the reasons why I haven’t been posting on here, but I’m pretty much back. And trust me, I’ve been gathering ideas for the blog and hope you guys are excited.

As you may probably know, I am back in school full time. I am currently taking 5 courses, which is pretty much a big work load considering I am entering my second year of my post-secondary education. It had me thinking, am I ready for grad school or should I be working? There is just a lot of soul thinking that I need to do with my career. My main goal is to help people as much as possible on the federal level. Whether if it is solving the issues of health care wait times, foreign affair issues or issues that affects people on a daily basis. I want to be able to make a difference and be the one who can step up to the plate and do whatever it takes to be where I want to be. It’s scary to think about my future especially I’m only a second year, but time flies by so fast. As well, I am going to be working on 2 elections (Federal and municipal) so that is going to be interesting because I haven’t worked on the municipal level, which is actually going to be interesting. I guess it is good experience for me to look at how elections look behind the scenes.

I’ve been getting some request about a room tour of my new place, and that will become up soon on my youtube. I also got some other stuff on the way so stay tuned. Some reviews like my views on the iPhone 6, and more tech related stuff will also be up really soon. Anyways, in terms of uploading post, I am looking at posting at least 2-3 posts a weeks. I currently left my DSLR at my parent’s house in Vancouver so I won’t be able to do some shoots until after Canadian Thanksgiving weekend. This is down from 5 days a week since I have a flexible schedule in the summer. I will be starting with a post on Thursday so be ready guys! I’m back!

Anyways, thanks for supporting me! And for those who have been my tumblr followers for a while. Thank you so much (from the bottom of my heart) for sticking with me for the past 4 1/2 years.

Anyways as per usual, Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblr http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com and pinterest http://pinterest.com/brigittemegan

PS Check out my latest youtube video! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYcrNysrpB8

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.



August Craziness

Hello! Yes I am alive! And sorry for the lack of post. August is has been insane so far, and its going to get even insane. I’ll give you guys an update. 

So I am almost finish with my summer classes. I am currently working on my last assignment, studying for my final and etc. So my final is actually not until during the first week of school, which I know is all my fault for not booking and finishing my schooling earlier but I have been so busy. So that’s happening. 

I recently went to the Vancouver show for Lady Gaga because she had to postpone the concert from May 28 to August 9th. Honestly the best show hands down. It was just insane that’s all I have to say. I literally lost my voice. I have a snapchat video that should be coming up on my youtube soon. I just need to edit and stuff and I don’t have time to get it all edited and everything. 

Third, I am moving on Thursday!!! Geez. So I actually have a lot of my stuff there but I am driving over to Victoria for an 36 hour trip and organize my stuff, move my clothes, shoes that I need for the year, buy things I need for the townhouse and set my room up. I will also film a snapchat story or if I can find my vlogging camera I will vlog the whole thing. But the video quality maybe shitty, so I hope you guys don’t mind. 

So I have been busy with all these things that I have neglected my blog. So I will be post from now on at least 2-3 post a week. I know its not as much as I used to post (which was every weekday) but I hope you all understand what I am going through this month. I hope you all understand. I have 3 youtube videos on the way. I have the VS Pink/Chapters/Drugstore Haul up on my youtube which is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYcrNysrpB8 a tag video that should be up on Thursday (hopefully), and a tag video next week just to make up the lack of post. Again I will hopefully vlog the Victoria trip and find my vlogging camera ASAP! 

Anyways as per usual, Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblr http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com and pinterest http://pinterest.com/brigittemegan

PS Check out my latest youtube video! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYcrNysrpB8

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.



Grinding for school


Hello everyone,

Today’s Back to School post talks about grinding for school. This term is used a lot when you are working non-stop on your school assignments. I know majority of you are enjoying your summer vacation. But many of my friends and I are doing summer semesters for many reasons. I like to be productive, which is why I choose to do a summer semester. However I am doing online school which gives me the flexibility to do what I want to do in the summer.

It is almost August and its called Grind Time. Here are some tips to help you with this. Because grind time is the most important time where you want to give it your all. First tip is that you need to have a place where you can work. I absolutely hate working at home because there is so much distractions happening. Like my mom screaming at my brother to clean up the computer table, or my dad watching TV, or my brother playing games on the computer. I like to go to the library or coffee shops to get my work done because I am focused and I can tune people out. Hopefully I don’t see anyone I know that will get me sidetrack with something else that is not important. Productivity is key, so having a quiet place where you are able to get work done is important.

Secondly, beverage and snacks. You’ll get hungry and thirsty. Have a lot of it around because you’ll need it. I like to have some of type of beverage with me so I can stay hydrated. As for food, snacks will do the trick to keep me focus.

Third, tune out social media. I do not go on Facebook, twitter, or anything else. That will distract you big time. It is hard to not go on social media, but I have learnt to control what I need to tune off. So turn it off or you won’t get things done.

Fourth, Have a notebook or planner so you can jot down things you need to do. I find this helpful for me because I have a crazy life. I always refer back to my list so I am on track with everything.

Fifth, music is key. You can tune the world out. I suggest getting overhead headphones to block everyone. It is obvious that you don’t want to get disturbed with your big headphones. So that is my tips for grinding through school and work. If you have any other tips, please leave them down below.

As per usual, Please follow my social media sites. Twitter and Instagram: @brigittemegan and tumblr http://forevercanucks.tumblr.com and pinterest http://pinterest.com/brigittemegan

PS Check out my latest youtube video! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K99kY0G4rsE&list=UUNo2UR6VtcwSGV7i3KmBLiQ New video coming up on Thursday!

Until next time, catch you on the flip side.